Driving into Cincy today I got this overwhelming feeling...I belong. I'm not sure why it would happen now. Is is because of repitition? Or the fact that when I'm walking to my next class that I recognize faces? Or I have a sense of direction? I'm living a dual life right now.....city mouse and country mouse all in one......I have always based my actions/design on what other people wanted or expected. Doing my own thing always scared me because I didn't know what my own thing is....Maybe that is why I feel I'm starting to fit in because I am getting a very strong sense of who I am and what I want to express.....The funny part is the pic I took when it hit is of a high school! I originally thought it was part of the Univesity!!
Now where have I been? I spent 7 full days working on a paper for my Critical Art Exhibition class. If you are going to write a paper, this is the one you want to write....I just personally suck at writing..(Look at previous writing)..I wrote a critic on the Alexander McQueen: Savage Beauty exhibition. I had the unexpected honor of actually seeing this exhibit....You can google it!! anyhow I spent all last weekend in tears on the floor yelling "I can't do this". I even gave up seeing my best friend Cindy at Ogle Bay, WV.....that makes me really sad, I LOVE to spend time with Cindy. (hitting the floor and crying right now). I did it through the help of the tutor service at UC...why isn't everyone taking advantage of their help...and my girls tutor, Judy, I now know what an explorative is!!! Oh by the way my new favorite word is juxtaposition...look it up, I had to 3 times before it stuck!!
